Well, hells bells.!!!!!
February is halfway done, and so far......it is proceeding without a hitch.
You regular Blog Babes.... know about my usual February debacles.....sigh
No meltdowns, no spontaneous purchases (houses, furniture, cars) no trips, and... no moving to new homes, states, or countries..
No one has been emotionally or physically damaged , as of yet.
It is only February 16th...so there IS time for disaster, but I am hopeful.
A hormonal surge will take place right on the cusp....so it is still a waiting game.
The mid month is proving to be a battle, but the war so far has been maintainable.
I cried the other day at the yarn shop....no biggie....and then I hugged someone ...lol....
Light boxes were mentioned.....
I got some Breath Savers in a gift bag yesterday.....so I automatically assumed that I have bad breath and someone was sending me a secret signal. I almost went into a small place of anxiety and internal panic, but I did some deep breathing and had to go to a good place.
Last night, out of the blue, there was a futile attempt, on my part, to emotionally take someone to a place of no return.
The attempt failed ...and thank goodness ...no one was hurt.
Monday, while I was getting my Volkswagen tuned up, in Indy....I did glance over at a new model.
For a split second, I thought of ...trading in...going upside down on a car , and ruining my life....
I hurried and did my cross word.
I bought a cake the other day for the Valentines Party .....I ate five pieces yesterday....
No one else was hurt
Twinges of jealousy intermittently run through my veins, when I hear of the "other" grandma..
This February,,,,I have started drinking 5 glasses of water a day ...I think it is helping me.
In the recent past, I would go days without water. I just drank coffee or tea.
I hope my kidneys can move on and rejuvenate themselves.
Sorry Jayne's body.
Maybe my brain has been dehydrated............gasp!!.....For years.......gasp!
Maybe water is the way to a utopic and joyful state.